how do u save you self from a would be relationship?
weird huh? when u feel like all the stars are in line, the stage is set and that you are already in your full metal regalia, then suddenly the other half vanishes into thin air and all your plans all turn into nothing but well... plans with no action taken.
and then suddenly it stings, more potent that of a bee's. all the paranoia, the "what if's" and all the "what should i do's"? crashed down on you as if it were a giant Christmas tree losing its balance while your underneath it grinning naughtily as you open gifts on boxing day.
have we failed to see the warning signs? perhaps there was but we were just too busy minding our own little make believe world where its just you and that person, nothing else and that your love can withstand anything (traffic and power blackouts included). the next thing we know the sting already formed a wheal with a burning sensation, warm to the touch and that much unsightly.
can we ever find our way out of this mindset,? is there no traffic police to get us out and tow our yet imaginary Porsche out from trouble?, and even worse no mighty mouse to save the day? or better yet a map to find one's own happiness.
-- a post valentines day entry. thankfully its not about myself.... err.. well 1/3 of it is.
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