that's a question that i have for the longest time... sometimes i feel like lady luck is such a snob. is she irritated? upset? jealous of my beauty? (chos!), i don't know. but all of my life up until now i feel like she's not smiling at me often. seems like she's rolling her eyes at me on the 11th hour then disaster happens in every way possible as in every way. nothing is spared its either move out to the side or get your insurance agent on the phone ASAP and check the coverage of your insurance.
I'm not ranting about the thins that i think i deserve. its just that i feel like i don;t have all the luck in the world. yeah i know life is not a bed of roses, and that these so called challenges will just shape us for the better, but to what extent?... shape us to the size of kate moss?
i sometimes feel like I'm not the best decision maker in the world, although many people might argue that they are. hey there's a lot of us (mag tally kaha tas atong kamalasan para kitang katag)
I'm just upset about A LOT of things,,... that's all and how kinda think I'm UNLUCKY.... such a harsh word don't ya think? though i have my friends (na may sandamakmak pud nga kamalasan sa ilang mga life) at the end of the day its just me alone, reflecting on my life and how bad it has been. Or so it think...
am i being to nega?.. well an old team manger whom i shall call j.o. (don't u ever think of lewd thoughts because of the acronym) "don't be nega, you should always aim high, strive for the best"... well i did that alright and got two 100% CSATs that night... then i thought,.. there's no need to nag about things not going my way. and that i should appreciate it as much as i can. that i should think that things happen for a reason.
maybe there's a bit of luck in me.. a pinch, a smidgen, a speck......
but there's a lot to be thankful for... maskin malason kong taw,,,,....
well that's life...murag bato... its hard,... hehehehe
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
a tale of two men
before the whole thing gets twisted. its a case of who u with at this time of the day dear. where cheating is not only confined in the classrooms, politicians office, it could be made in broad daylight. malls in this case.
nope i did not cheat (as for the time being) whatsoever. this is all about my fag hag whom we shall fondly call Lily V. and this is her adventure as she is crossing the Mactan channel with two men on each side(talk about torn between two lovers). although she tells me before that she has already made the decision of marrying his beau of 4++ years, even though on the course of those years they (yes both of them ladies and gentlemen) cheated a long the way.
Lily is the typical Filipina: sun-kissed skin, charming ways, and a head turner along the way. she is a streetsmart beauty who just like me has a penchant for shopping.. may it be at the malls, factory outlets and the ukay2x... she knows that she looks good and uses that gift to her advantage. then enter Janssen. the man of her life for the past 4 years or so.
4 years later thats after she met the man she thought of marrying, another came into the picture. well its made the picture fuzzy, blurry and uh,... a bit unidentifiable. and it started as a joke. and as they say jokes are often half meant. but as for this girl she was dead bored. so she needed a little entertainment of her own (as if the tv and the pc were not enough) she even lets us tag along ("us".. not just me but a number of US...2 to 5 of US, or more). the guy for entertainment.. lets call him Charlie.
Charlie is the encyclopedia photo you would be expecting if you were scanning through the pages for Tall, dark and handsome. he had his own car, was employed and was as hot as hell. and he also brought his bag of stories and his own fanclub..all rolled in one= himself. although i have not heard all his self-righteous boasting (its was all Lily's forwarned and forwarded messages) i get the picture. he was as vain as Narcissus himself, but as i've noticed from day one that we've met... he has his favorite pair of quicksilver plaid capri shorts he loves to wear,... all the time. (hey im just observant, who knows he's got a ton of 'em... who knows its wholesale from the Taiwanese shops in Colon)...
although it has already been 4 months since they first met... there's no stopping them from seeing each other. And, oh... before i forget, did i already mention that Charlie is also seeing someone else. and that he tells tales of his girlfriend in an unapologetically, "im so proud of her", that "she was as fickle as the next lady choosing her manolo's, and i'm sOo happy she chose me among the throng of men that surrounds her."(she's not THE standout beauty you would imagine from the words of charlie himself although it feels like she was over hyped by charlie as if she was this new moviestar you'd do anything to have a photo of.. judging from the photos i've seen. i look more HOT than her even without photoshop)........ this has gotten to be really juicy.. more juice than a ripe grapefruit... care to have a glass?..... hmmm.... tempting?... am i?
nope i did not cheat (as for the time being) whatsoever. this is all about my fag hag whom we shall fondly call Lily V. and this is her adventure as she is crossing the Mactan channel with two men on each side(talk about torn between two lovers). although she tells me before that she has already made the decision of marrying his beau of 4++ years, even though on the course of those years they (yes both of them ladies and gentlemen) cheated a long the way.
Lily is the typical Filipina: sun-kissed skin, charming ways, and a head turner along the way. she is a streetsmart beauty who just like me has a penchant for shopping.. may it be at the malls, factory outlets and the ukay2x... she knows that she looks good and uses that gift to her advantage. then enter Janssen. the man of her life for the past 4 years or so.
4 years later thats after she met the man she thought of marrying, another came into the picture. well its made the picture fuzzy, blurry and uh,... a bit unidentifiable. and it started as a joke. and as they say jokes are often half meant. but as for this girl she was dead bored. so she needed a little entertainment of her own (as if the tv and the pc were not enough) she even lets us tag along ("us".. not just me but a number of US...2 to 5 of US, or more). the guy for entertainment.. lets call him Charlie.
Charlie is the encyclopedia photo you would be expecting if you were scanning through the pages for Tall, dark and handsome. he had his own car, was employed and was as hot as hell. and he also brought his bag of stories and his own fanclub..all rolled in one= himself. although i have not heard all his self-righteous boasting (its was all Lily's forwarned and forwarded messages) i get the picture. he was as vain as Narcissus himself, but as i've noticed from day one that we've met... he has his favorite pair of quicksilver plaid capri shorts he loves to wear,... all the time. (hey im just observant, who knows he's got a ton of 'em... who knows its wholesale from the Taiwanese shops in Colon)...
although it has already been 4 months since they first met... there's no stopping them from seeing each other. And, oh... before i forget, did i already mention that Charlie is also seeing someone else. and that he tells tales of his girlfriend in an unapologetically, "im so proud of her", that "she was as fickle as the next lady choosing her manolo's, and i'm sOo happy she chose me among the throng of men that surrounds her."(she's not THE standout beauty you would imagine from the words of charlie himself although it feels like she was over hyped by charlie as if she was this new moviestar you'd do anything to have a photo of.. judging from the photos i've seen. i look more HOT than her even without photoshop)........ this has gotten to be really juicy.. more juice than a ripe grapefruit... care to have a glass?..... hmmm.... tempting?... am i?
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