was that my name?

im just scribbling my thoughts like a pre-pubescent girl, lost in the emotion.

HE SAID MY NAME.

my heart just went straight to my throat. gulp.

i had thought that i would soon get enough of him, or so i thought. im not nagging, im just LOST IN THE FEELING.

i wonder if he notices?... and thats another gulp if he does. im just afraid of rejection.
i keep my emotions hidden and it backfires and blows up in my face.
will he ever notice?


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