that's a question that i have for the longest time... sometimes i feel like lady luck is such a snob. is she irritated? upset? jealous of my beauty? (chos!), i don't know. but all of my life up until now i feel like she's not smiling at me often. seems like she's rolling her eyes at me on the 11th hour then disaster happens in every way possible as in every way. nothing is spared its either move out to the side or get your insurance agent on the phone ASAP and check the coverage of your insurance.
I'm not ranting about the thins that i think i deserve. its just that i feel like i don;t have all the luck in the world. yeah i know life is not a bed of roses, and that these so called challenges will just shape us for the better, but to what extent?... shape us to the size of kate moss?
i sometimes feel like I'm not the best decision maker in the world, although many people might argue that they are. hey there's a lot of us (mag tally kaha tas atong kamalasan para kitang katag)
I'm just upset about A LOT of things,,... that's all and how kinda think I'm UNLUCKY.... such a harsh word don't ya think? though i have my friends (na may sandamakmak pud nga kamalasan sa ilang mga life) at the end of the day its just me alone, reflecting on my life and how bad it has been. Or so it think...
am i being to nega?.. well an old team manger whom i shall call j.o. (don't u ever think of lewd thoughts because of the acronym) "don't be nega, you should always aim high, strive for the best"... well i did that alright and got two 100% CSATs that night... then i thought,.. there's no need to nag about things not going my way. and that i should appreciate it as much as i can. that i should think that things happen for a reason.
maybe there's a bit of luck in me.. a pinch, a smidgen, a speck......
but there's a lot to be thankful for... maskin malason kong taw,,,,....
well that's life...murag bato... its hard,... hehehehe
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